The Rainbow Bridge (1982).
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Our discussions at The Light
Tree have revolved around our awareness that the journey of the heart leads us
to a deeper awakening of ourselves as aspects of One Whole. We have been using
our felt sense to become aware of how fear becomes lodged in our bodies and can
distract us from experiencing the deep peace of our true nature.
It is helpful to become
aware of these bodily sensations and sit patiently with the message they hold
for us. Because the feelings we are engaging are very often uncomfortable to
experience, we have been asking ourselves, “What’s wrong with suffering? The
reason we do this stems from the realization that we are so terrified of what
we might find, or the sensations that arise, that we frantically push the
feeling away before we begin.
We can ask ourselves, (or
have someone ask us) “What is the wound I am trying to escape experiencing?” We
can also be curious about the strategies we use for this escape. If we can
recognize these sensations and not yield to the impulse change them, it is
possible that they have a clear
message for us.
Direct experience has shown
us that if we can hold space for the felt sense to show us the message below
our discomfort, it dissolves into nothingness. In reality we are simply
innocent; guiltless and without need to prove our worthiness to anyone.
Accepting this level of inner peace is so delicious that we resist it like
crazy. It can’t really be true! Can it?
At some level we can accept
the idea that there is something fundamentally wrong with us and we are in dire
need of fixing, but not our own clear, sweet, divine nature. This is the real
blasphemy. To reject the truth of who we are is to postpone the healing of our
hearts and minds. We stay blind to the One-ness and continue dabbling with
smallness and separation.
We can employ kenosis and be willing to let things
come and go without grabbing on. We do not cling, or resist. We accept things
as they are without judging and trying to rationalize or make sense of them
according to our narrow view. When we meet the belief head on we realize we
have spent our whole lives trying to avoid suffering. If we can hold the space
open (even for a brief moment) without judging what arises we can be supremely
confident that everything is ok just the way it is…..